36 years is a long time. it doesn’t seem like i could possibly be that old, but my birth certificate doesn’t lie. it’s not that i feel that 36 is incredibly old or anything like that, it just doesn’t seem that i could have that many years under my belt. for some reason i still feel like i’m in my late 20’s or something. this is a good thing in most respects, but i wonder if i’m cheating somehow. but then what does 36 really feel like anyway. i can only work from an expectation of what i thought 36 would feel like and i find that that expectation just isn’t bearing true in my own life. so maybe it’s my expectations that are wrong. regardless, i feel good and 36 is not bad at all.